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A transgender activist said Wednesday there is an enormous misunderstanding about what the term "transgender" actually means.
Jessica Janiuk spoke to University of Wisconsin students Wednesday about her difficult journey to find her identity as a woman.
Janiuk, born male, spoke as part of the UW Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender Campus Center's Transgender Awareness Week, which will continue through Saturday.
In 2005, Janiuk lobbied the UW System Board of Regents to add transgender persons to their list of those protected by the UW System’s nondiscrimination policy.
LGBT Director Eric Trekell said UW lacks acceptance and understanding of transgender people, though there are other places where the situation is worse.
"Something like in 28 states people can be fired from their jobs because they are transgender," Trekell said.
UW senior Joe Erbentraut, event coordinator for the LGBT Campus Center, said the group is "going all out to educate the campus on transgender."
"This is the first time in a few years that we have done a full week of awareness events," Erbentraut said. "We want to create a community for transgender students on the community."
Janiuk said transgender is an umbrella term where anyone not identifying with societal gender norms would fit.
From a young age, Janiuk said she began to identify outside those norms when she noticed she acted differently from other children.
"I was stealing my mother's clothes when she wasn't looking," Janiuk said. "I didn't know anything was socially wrong with this."
As Janiuk grew older, her urge to become a woman only became stronger, but with this urge arose feelings of fear.
"I remember going to bed and wishing that God would turn me into a woman so I could live a happy life," Janiuk said.
The confusion she felt about her gender led to severe depression when she started her freshman year at UW.
"I entered into severe sadness — I had no motivation to do anything," Janiuk said. "I couldn't get myself out of bed. I felt that numb sensation."
According to Janiuk, dressing up as a female character from the animated show "Sailor Moon" for Halloween one year was an awakening moment in her life.
"I felt something I had never felt before," Janiuk said. "I felt my gender identity and my physical presentation were coming closer together. It was a happiness I had never felt before."
By 2003, Janiuk decided she had enough of hiding her true identity and underwent surgery to become a physical woman.
Janiuk said she hopes people realize individuals can express themselves as they please.
"Each person has the ability to give themselves their own label," Janiuk said. "I think it's unfortunate that people in society put labels on other people for them."
UW senior Angela Birrittella, mentor and support group coordinator for the LGBT Campus Center, said hearing about transgender issues like this is important because she said in the LGBT community, transgender individuals are often left out.
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hi,i wish all the best for Miss Janiuk.She is a very brave individual,and i have alot of respect for her. if you,all saw me,you would think my comments strange,as i am a rough looking biker,ex kickboxer,hetro guy.i just can,t stand to see anybody being treated badly.Miss Janiuk has obviously been through much sadness and pain.GOD bless and protect you my sister.Respectfully,David A Carpenter
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help, I left Madison after spending my entire life there, grade school, high school,college then a professional life. I thought all of my life that something was “wrong” with me. I have since moved and am starting to learn that my gender identity has been mixing me up. I am very frightened of what people will think of me. I just don’t know where to go. I do know that I am truly a woman in a male body. After all of these years of feeling wrong I just want to be who I really am. I have been searching the twin cities area for resources and still looking.
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I give her mad propts. To most individuals being a straight man or woman is just part of “who they are”. Well being transgendered is just who YOU are. I am proud
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i am an italian transgender,and i see that in every land our story are allways the same,in condivision of feeling,experience and way to take awarenes of who we are..so i agred completely with miss j. many greetings to all..and god life!your sincerely jackie-trans.splinder.com
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Wow, you’re beautiful.
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Im a transgender and a mad 31year old skateboarder! I know lifes hard at times but just keep doing your thing! I always get a lot of crap at the skatepark for wanting a gender change to be come a girl. My town is hard place for a transgender to live, Im from clitheroe in northwest england. live your life to tha max!! bonnie xxx
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hi,i wish all the best for Miss Janiuk.She is a very brave individual,and i have alot of respect for her. It is hard to be black and transgender. I told my boss and was fired within a month. I told my family and they seem to love me regardless. I still have a couple of friends who happen to be lesbians. The rest of my friends avoid me. I am also very depressed since I have to live part time as a man in order to work. Good Jobs are very difficult to find anyway. I look forward to saving enough money for surgery, so I can become a physical woman.
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Well it has not been easy for me, I knew since childhood and , have now told my wife after married and having a baby.I am a transgendered human and ok with it now, scary for my wife she is not taking it well. I dont what to transition , but I have a strong urge to take hormones. Still Im not happy, this is very painful to me a others around me. Acceptance is very hard to acuire. My hope this become more accepted and not a setup for discrimanation. We all need to accept our path in life.
Ps: love the article and hope more news and talk are here to come.
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im 31 yr old male i have the same problem that you were having consteally being fired from numerous jobs so yea everything yousay i beive from the bottom of my heart. im looking to do the same thing but i dont now were to began. i thoghut about estagen i think, but not for sure, ive been with women but it dosent do the trick and the encounters that ive had with men have been good ones and sucesfull now if could just get more of it i would be doing great. well any way you look great from what ive seen take care and thank you.
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I sometimes desire to be a woman, to dress in womens clothing, and have breasts and curves etc, and be beautiful, but I wonder if it is just the lust playing with my head. I try to figure it out. Once the desire is sated the desires to transgender are gone- it was my libido talking in some kind of fantasy. If a little boy is not encouraged and affirmed, and shown warmth and affection, as in my case, through childhood, there tends to be self loathing, and when confronted with the beauty of women in magazines, or on the internet, one can project and desire to be the beautiful object one admires, and for which one desires affrirmation and affection from. Perhaps in a Freudian way, one is seeking for the absent uncaring mother of childhood, and breasts have an aura of comfort and solace to which we yearn for, from which as children we were denied their comfort and succour. The self loathing is a mirror of the rejection of childhood, and pushes one over into the rejection of the loathed self and its body, and the embrace of the admired sought for but distant desirable woman- one therefore fashions oneself into the object of one’s admiration- the ugly duckling is dead! So the answer is either change my body, and trangender, which I am sure is a hard road, and one not many of us would care to travel down, when it comes down to it, and you deserve our respect and kudos if you have, or love my body and what it is and who I am, by finding some kind of love, and affirmation of who I am, and was born as, and consequently self respect, love and self acceptance. We need to love the baby our mothers never did.
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Hi. I too feel as if I am a woman trapped in a mans body. As a pracftising Roman Catholic I feel worried about the spiritual side of things but I cross dress whenever I am able too, even if just part way. would welcome peoples thoughts: can email to ndwal@yahoo.co.uk